Try Hard

I think I'm losing grip
Reality leads me to slip
I never fucking asked for this
Bleeding just to reminisce

Tried so hard
Yet I've not gone far
Desperately searching for fire to spark
All these dreams to conceive my reality
Pleading for a way to restart
Before I bleed out in the dark

Tied to hide in comfort and pride
I need a way to break this bind
Forego the heartache in my stride
I long to thrive on the other side

For better or worse
I could drink til it still hurts
Unearth to learn it's all I'm worth
Breaking myself down into the fucking dirt
Begging for the solace in rebirth

Tried so hard
Yet I've not gone far
Desperately searching for fire to spark
All these dreams to conceive my reality
Pleading for a way to restart
Before I bleed out in the dark

Where, where did it all go wrong
I've been going nowhere all along
Nightmares serve only to prolong
Distress feels like it belongs
The thought of leaving this earth so lost

So what if I can't face the end
Or believe the voices in my head
Is this search as hard as it gets
Do I make my peace
Or finally make amends

Tried so hard
Yet I've not gone far
Desperately searching for fire to spark
All these dreams to conceive my reality
Pleading for a way to restart
Before I bleed out in the dark



Credits
Writer(s): Tom Kiely
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