Who You Chose To Be

Emotions spilling out
Walls pent up coming down
What am I to you now
Left out to fucking drown

You call it heartache
Hurting for old times sake
Failure in my veins
I'll never break these chains

Why do I stay the same
Still stuck in my old ways
Why can't you say my name
Or say it to my face

Hollow, never whole
Lose you, and I've lost it all
The drugs take control
Memories won't break the fall
That follows

Failure in my veins
I'll never break these chains

Repress what was said
When you're the one who up and left
When I said to you, I couldn't forget
I fucking meant it

Then you left, I still remember
Don't pretend it wasn't senseless
When you said I won't get better
Just give up and fucking end it

I guess I just wasn't enough for you
So toss me aside like you have no use
You thought I would fall but I'm better now
I'm better now, I'm better now

I guess I just wasn't enough for you

I can feel the walls as they're caving in
Fighting to forget all the pain
Forget everything
The more things change
The more they stay the same
I guess I'll lie here wide awake
I've given more than I could take
I guess I'm stuck in my old ways
Stuck in my old ways