Lean

Man I feel this
I feel this in my soul

These demons they follow me
God, I pray they get off of me
Cause from night through the morning
Through night they just seem to be taunting me
All the anger and envy builds up
Flowing straight through my arteries
I pray when I wake
Lord, I don't know what is wrong with me
What's stopping me? Can't tell
Been searching for reasons, oh well
I try on my own, I fail
Into the darkness, I sail
It cycles like seasons
I miss the way I be feeling
Then on other days, I forget the pain
And my blessings are all that I'm breathing

Please God, oh please
I'm on my knees
I've been fighting pain for so long
I can't breathe
Why the devil make me question
If things are really quite as they seem?
When I lose my balance
Lord, I know you're always where I should lean
Why God, why me?
I'm on my knees
I've been fighting pain for so long
I can't breathe
Why the devil make me question
If things are really quite as they seem?
When I lose my balance
Lord, I know you're always where I should lean

I always think why me?
Why I got all these nice things
When there's people out there that's dying?
Thinking lines and saying things just like me
But they're not seen by loved ones
They're on their own and they're lonesome
They're in debt and they're homeless
Why God, why can I not see the motion?
Or the direction you're moving towards?
I'm sick of things going overboard
I just wanna know, Lord
Give me a sign that you're by my side, Lord
Cause these nights get cold, and my mind starts to wander
And I fear that my doubts will take control of my heart, Lord

Please God, oh please
I'm on my knees
I've been fighting pain for so long
I can't breathe
Why the devil make me question
If things are really quite as they seem?
When I lose my balance
Lord, I know you're always where I should lean
Why God, why me?
I'm on my knees
I've been fighting pain for so long
I can't breathe
Why the devil make me question
If things are really quite as they seem?
When I lose my balance
Lord, I know you're always where I should lean



Credits
Writer(s): Jackson Atteberry
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