Metal By Night - 2022

I felt as if I were flying, now I'm falling
Catch me don't let me hit the ground
With my eyes closed I need your hand
To break my descent into oblivion
I can't bear to open my eyes to the truth
Right when I feel most content

As I'm falling down I see the ground below me
What could pick me up and take me away from this end
If I had the chance I know I'd do it, I'd do it again
I know I'm scared but that don't change the eminent
My downfall, which is all my fault

What's been done to me
Have I turned into the man you want me to be
What's been done to me
I don't even know what I want to be
What's been done to me
I'm filled with indecision and doubt
I eat, I watch TV, and I lay around

I'm all alone, So I turn to myself
And I ask, Am I what I am

What's been said to me
Should I listen to you and not listen to myself
What's been said to me
Should I trust you, should I accept your help
What's been said to me
You said I have your heart and you hope that you have mine
I said I liked you, We both know that I lied

I'm all alone, So I turn to myself
And I ask, Am I what I am

I hold your hand in my dream
You're smiling and laughing with me
If I only knew what I wanted out of life
This would be so much easier if you would just learn to let go
Take it from me, It's the one thing that I know, I know

When will you see
That I am myself and you don't own me
When will you see
I will not be sold into your slavery
When will you see
I will not be destroyed by your lies
You can't tell the truth
I can see it in your eyes

I'm all alone, So I turn to myself
And I ask, Am I what I am