Relief - 2022

Troubled thoughts filled with who am I's
I'm pathetic and complain too much
I need something to make sense
So I can make sense of myself

My thoughts drift twice as high
As birds in the sky
Screaming, asking, wanting, whining
Screaming why, Screaming why

I'm not here for you, Don't you understand
That I don't care, I don't have a plan
And yours ain't right for me
So let me drink my understanding deep
And let me smoke down my truth, And see what I'm made of
And what's left of me, That's all I need

I have it better than most
Still I reek of unhappiness
Alone for a reason
I only search to hurt myself
To help with all the payback, so many owe me
I'll help them when l make my life hell

There is this girl who swears on her soul
That there is a god and that I'm his son
She is so wrong
What good I had in me is gone

I'm not here for you, Don't you understand
That I don't care, I don't have a plan
And yours ain't right for me
So let me drink my understanding deep
And let me smoke down my truth, And see what I'm made of
And what's left of me, That's all I need

Alone for a reason I fear the change of seasons, the winter drives me mad
Oh sun please shine on me once more and help me to feel alive
So now I'm living in this place that thrives on proving that I'm stupid
And they're doing a pretty good job
Well I'm not here for you don't you understand
I don't know your name and I don't need your plan



Credits
Writer(s): Eric Toland
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