Spelunking

Spelunking through the deepest
Innermost areas of my mind
On a search and discover mission
No GPS just going by feel
How I feel
What I don't want to feel
Some shit I don't want to feel ever again
Why does it have to feel like this or like that
Those temporary feels that I know I don't own
Wishing someone would come
Take these effed up feelings back
They're out here running amuck
Causing havoc at every turn
Disrupting my peaceful calm
With the force of an atom bomb
It just ain't cool out here anymore
I already know time isn't on my side
Just another obstacle in the steeplechase of life
Boulder in the path impeding my progress
Just another side effect of this
Perfect imperfect excursion

Where I find that I'm still learning
Still just a novice
A snot nosed diapered infant
That just learned to walk
So its baby steps as I proceed
Stumbling on wobbly knees
Searching for stable ground
If I fall I fall
I was taught to get my ass up and dust off
Can't be effing up my school clothes
That's a no no
Unless I wanted to see my Pops top blow
I never did
That's just a precursor of bad things
Coming down the pipeline
I find that I'm still in the larvae stage
Evolving at a snail's pace
I was taught that slow and steady wins the race
Prehistoric mythology is all that is
The originator of such couldn't
Even fathom 2022
This world of supercharged electric vehicles
Where going 80 in the slow lane is the norm
The wicked transform right before your eyes
Then trip on you for asking what just happened
As if it didn't
Whatever
Whatever
Whatever
Whatever

Bottom line is
I'm tired of feeling like how I feel is wrong
Says who and why
Stay up out of mine
Fuck off and live your life playa
Try not to be a hater your whole existence
Turn over a new leaf and breathe
All that other bullshit I don't need
And I'm out
And I'm out



Credits
Writer(s): Nazareth Pratt
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