NC Summers Director's Commentary

I walk around the neighborhood i grew up in looking at white houses
Leaning against the rolling lawns right next to me
And I realized that Domestica sounds miserable

Coming home to the same place every day laying in the same bed
Next to the same woman every night only fucking twice a year
On New Years and my birthday and besides that we sit on other sides of a bed
Raising kids I didn't even want and putting them through college
Staying at a job I fucking hate so we can get them braces for free
And I'll punch holes in trees just to feel something
And we will start arguments just to feel alive again

Over buying the wrong kind of coffee
Or who is gonna take the kids to soccer practice
Or if the lawn needs to be mowed or not
Or if we should renew our vows
Or which credit card we are gonna use to buy groceries
Or if the kids can have ice cream before bed
Or if I should end it all right here right now

In 50 years your gonna be old and wrinkly
And I'll have a giant beer belly
And a liver the size of a football
The kids visit sometimes and the grandkids come too
And all I can think of is the fact that they might turn out like us
We don't fight anymore our voices are too tired
And we've called each other all the names we could think of
I just go out to the grocery store to buy some Marlboro blacks
I don't even smoke I just need to get out of the house
Hoping that one time I will come back home and you are dead
But every time I open the door I see you sitting there
Watching your nostalgia TV trying to go back to the good old days
But those died when I proposed to you

And when we die I hope our kids don't bury as together
I can't sleep next to you for eternity
I can't sleep next to you for eternity
I can't sleep next to you for eternity
I can't fucking do it
I can't fucking do it
Just burn me alive instead
Burn me alive instead
Please