God Loves Fat Kids

I looked for your secret chord
But along the way, displeased the lord
The repetition brings me to my knees
In and out of luck and love
No below, and all above
Still scratch my head at what it even means

The years go by and I'm something else
No one can hate me like I hate myself
Reaching for something, but what I don't know
Try and fail to get ahead
End up wishing I was dead
Thank God for fear, it's kept me alive

From fat boy to faggot
Always a maggot
All those years and I just wanted a smile that wasn't ironic

Fake dreams of stardom
Just heartache and boredom
How come whenever I was in love, it was wrong?

Humiliation
Emasculation
Unsteady bridge through an ocean full of hatred

Hallelujah



Credits
Writer(s): Ben Morris
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