I Understand

Aye yo cut that shit Cali
Yea, life is doing me right
That's what they want me to say when I get up on the mic
But thats a mother fucking lie, putting on a disguise
Im laying on my back, thinking, looking at the skies
Like damn, we don't even think about this shit
We got kids struggling and fighting just to live
Why we over here with no shits to give, life is so bliss
Until we start complaining how unfair it is, fuck
And that's not even the half of it
Supposed to rise above hate, why the fuck we still judging
And trying to change peoples perspectives on how they feel about they self
And then they off themselves when they really needed some help, yea
And that ain't really gonna feel right but
I know in my stomach it really ain't gonna sit right
When I sit tight and trying to figure out how to fix life but
That shit ain't gonna slide cause yall trying to conquer by dividing and
Why we got different religions
I get that we gotta work hard to try to get in different positions but get this
The whole world getting so damn distant
Making new enemies everyday but we still got our demons to deal with
And I got my own
They try to take my heart and try to call that shit home
Everybody looking for hope and thinking that I'll go super saiyan
But I aint saying shit
I stay to myself and just play this shit

I understand why you're still crying now
It just feels like this life is falling down
And they still come around just to win
My demons coming out of my skin

Yea, let me talk to yall on a personal level
Shit gets critical when dealing with the devil
Cause even when I feel like my life is almost complete
I still got these mental battles that making me feel weak
Sick to my stomach like I haven't eaten in a week
Im scared to go outside, cause I feel like a fucking freak
Maybe thats why I became an introvert
Some people don't give a fuck about self worth
Thats why I stop going to church
And I know they hear this they gonna be pissed
And honestly I ain't got nothing left to give
But let me slow it down
I ain't tryna go hell bound
What the hell now
Im not the type to have a meltdown
But I'm on the ground and my feet are rumbling
Tryna find my purpose in life but I just keep on stumbling
I feel like all my walls I built are starting to crumble
And my demons making everything caving in so now I understand, I understand

I understand why you're still crying now
It just feels like this life is falling down
And they still come around just to win
My demons coming out of my skin
I understand why you're still crying now
It just feels like this life is falling down
And they still come around just to win
My demons coming out of my skin