Play This When I'm Gone

Aye yo cut that shit Cali
Play this when I'm gone
I tried everything I can
Fell down and I got back up again

I never been the type to care what people think
But now my paranoia's high and I'm scared to blink
And now I'm scared to think but I never thought at all
Leap of faith with a decision no matter what it caused
And that's just something that I gotta work on
Man I'm only 23 but I could easily be gone
And I turn the lights on just to make another song
To take my mind off of that shit cause I don't know what's right from wrong
And that got me wondering, what do these people think of me
They must hate my delivery, will I go down in history
Man that shits a mystery just to think like that
So I express myself with this thing called rap

I was about to run out of patience with this certain situation
But then I come to realization that this part of a simulation
When you think of me, do you think of everything we been through
When you think of me, do you think of all of my issues
When you think of love, do you think I gave enough to you
When you think of pain, do you think of the things I used to do

I'm gonna be honest certain people drive me crazy
But I'm tryna make amends cause I don't want the anger to make me
I wanna play this for my baby
Tell him or her that this world can get crazy
You bloomed into my life like a daisy
Yea, you know you and your momma are so appreciated
I love yall so damn much, but if my time has come
This is something that I want yall to forever be playing

I was about to run out of patience with this certain situation
But then I come to realization that this part of a simulation
When you think of me, do you think of everything we been through
When you think of me, do you think of all of my issues
Play this when I'm gone
I hope you understand
I tried to be a better man
Play this when I'm gone
I tried everything I can
Fell down and I got back up again