Losing Control, Pt. 1

I'm just getting my groove on
Seeing if she's the kind of girl I should make a move on
Seeing if I have any faults that I can improve on
Cause the way I see it I really can't even do wrong
And I know it ain't right
She wants me in the right direction but I'm putting up a fight
Don't even know why
I been putting up a front and telling everyone I'm doing alright
It's clearly a lie
Releasing emotions I swear I cry every night

Cause I, get this feeling that I'm losing control
Put it in God hands I ain't ever losing my soul
Praying to him and faith the only way I'm reaching my goals
Demons tear you to pieces, God steady keeping me whole
And I'm appreciative
Didn't wanna take a break from the music but man I needed it
Stressing over how long it's gone take for me to succeed in this
Ghosted everyone wasn't no better way of me treating it
Attacked my objective and I completed it
How many of you can say the same
Like who wouldn't get tired of being the one everyone look towards to place the blame
Had to realize this life ain't a game
Had all eyes on me while at my lowest point I still remained the same
If you ain't real then you couldn't relate
My brothers say that I'm a soldier it ain't up for debate
Always tell me keep going forever I strive to be great
So that #1 spot you got just know it's mine for the take
And I ain't letting up
We can go bar for bar nigga set it up
Unless you talking money you should take your mouth and shut it up
Ceasing all of the chatter I'm well aware that I said enough
And I won't ever argue cause I don't get paid to care enough
Decide how you wanna work it out
Be careful with your words before you blurt them out
And I'm on a schedule go ahead and pick like hurry now
Cause either way this ends in your death that's how it's turning out

Girl, I'm just getting my groove on
Seeing if you're the kind of girl I should make a move on
Seeing if I have any faults that I can improve on
Cause the way I see it I really can't even do wrong
And I know it ain't right
You want me in the right direction but I'm putting up a fight
Don't even know why
I been putting up a front and telling everyone I'm doing alright
It's clearly a lie
Releasing emotions I swear I cry every night

So you single huh
Like a Pringle you say that you been ready to mingle huh
So what the fuck I been doing for the past month in a half
Confessing your heartbreaks you said your life was in shingles huh
Or shambles I guess that's just how it sounded
No need to correct my grammar it's easy to mispronounce it
The key to your heart is love happy I finally found it
Come out of your shell with your hands up I got you surrounded (laughs)
Nah I'm playing
Lead by example I'm the one my boys can vouch for
I wanna know if I'm the type of man you can be down for
And if I'm not then what is your point in keeping me 'round for
I'm searching for my queen that I can purchase a crown for
Get her the finer things because I know she deserve it
And by this time she showed me so many reasons she worth it
And I'll have put a ring on her finger I wanna confirm it
Around her everyday and yet I still be getting nervous

Girl I'm just getting my groove on
Seeing if you're the kind of girl I should make a move on
Seeing if I have any faults that I can improve on
Cause the way I see it I really can't even do wrong
And I know it ain't right
You want me in the right direction but I'm putting up a fight
Don't even know why
I been putting up a front and telling everyone I'm doing alright
It's clearly a lie
Releasing emotions I swear I cry every night

I would like to get to know if I could be
The kind of boy that you could be down for
Cause when I look at you I feel something tell me
That you're the kind of girl that I should make a move on