Lying to Myself

This ain't gotta last for a long time
You know you are not all mine, baby
No need for the excuses
We're not making things complicated
I know you ain't used to this
I know you want ownership
Maybe I'm not the one for you
'Cause I still got shit to go through

But I found myself telling you about my family
Now you know a lot more than what was meant to be
What the fuck is this feeling?
I don't think I am interested, but I know you know
I have been lying to myself

Why the hell are we still here?
It's already been a couple years
I was thinking I'd get sick of you
Maybe I'm just a total fool
Turns out I can still grow
Turns out I'm not scared to leave home
I guess you're pretty cool in the end
I was scared for exactly this to happen

Finding myself telling you about my family
You knowing a lot more than what was meant to be
What the fuck is this feeling?
I don't think I am interested, but I know you know
I have been lying to myself

I'm sorry I was so confused
I didn't think we'd live this through
But the stories you tell
Make all this bearable
You know I had to go
And you didn't take it personal
'Cause I know you know
I have been lying to myself



Credits
Writer(s): Florence Pluhar
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