Gone

Well I came to this afternoon with an IV in my arm
Doctor says that your liver's fine, you better count your lucky stars
But it's hard to see the sky beneath the hole that I'm falling through
but if there's one thing that I still can count, it's everything I needed to

But they're gone
Oh they're gone
And so am I

And I can't excuse the things that I tried to defend
She said she's leaving me, but I was gone long before then
I hid my wrongs in the hair of a dog that I can't seem to tame
And I swore I was better this time, but it's always gonna be the same

And she's gone
Oh she's gone
But hell I tried

And I swear I mean to do the things that I know are right
But I can't shake the only ones that make me feel alive and I've been
Holding onto something that I can't control, and I've been
Running from the voice that's begging me to know

That if they're gone
And if she's gone
I gotta be alright