My Eyes (feat. Isaiah Jet Vallejos)

I don't practice what I preach
I don't see the good people see in me
Because I know in my heart what I've done
Who I am, where I've been, what I've become

The signs are always there despite how hard to see
I'm falling apart at the seams
I'll put on a show for all to believe
But nothing is as it seems

You say that you love me, say you won't leave me
But you'd run away if I let you inside
You say that you see me but please just believe me
It's for your own good that I'm trying to hide
You wouldn't wonder why
If you could see me through my eyes

I don't need your embrace
I don't want to see another face
Can I lie anymore about who I am?
How I'm frail? How I feel too weak to stand?

I may change the stories but I can't change the truth
I'm a prisoner of all of my lies
For the life that I live is not one that I choose
A life led behind a disguise

You say that you love me, say you won't leave me
But you'd run away if I let you inside
You say that you see me but please just believe me
It's for your own good that I'm trying to hide
You wouldn't wonder why
If you could see me through my eyes

Devil in disguise is an angel filled with lies
Or vice versa, feels like I'm cursed an confused
Constantly abusing my own mind
I'm rewriting the same lines
Well if you'll finally listen, hear the cries
With these tears falling aren't from my own eyes
I need you to realize the real eyes that define me
What is truth anyway?
Everyone looks at me a different way
I'm splitting in two
Don't know what to do
I can't stand my reflection
The hex in my mind
The tale as old as time
Got that WandaVision
The mirror breaks
And my hands are stained
Begging you
To please my numb my pain

You say that you love me, say you won't leave me
But you'd run away, yeah, you'd run away!

You say that you love me, say you won't leave me
But you'd run away if I let you inside
You say that you see me but please just believe me
It's for your own good that I'm trying to hide
You wouldn't wonder why
No, you wouldn't wonder why
You wouldn't wonder why
If you could see me through my eyes



Credits
Writer(s): Isaiah Vallejos
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