I Can't

I still listen to each song on your playlist
Each melody you wanted me to hear
Maybe if I did a better job at listening
Perhaps you would still be right here

I go back and look at our old photos
To see a smile I once knew
Relive every moment so I won't let go
Of the only way I still feel close to you

So, if this song ever reaches you
By the wind or the grapevine, too
Just remember my heart is true
I try not to love you but I can't

I don't go back and read our conversations
Every word we used to send
Regardless how I loved our incantations
I don't want to feel how the magic ends

I still drink from that Christmas mug
and your flannels still keep me warm
So many times I'll write out a message
And remember you won't respond anymore

So, if this song ever reaches you
By the wind or the grapevine, too
Just remember my heart is true
I try not to love you but I can't

If you wonder how I sleep at night
Or how I can let you out of my life
If you wonder how I can forget
The truth is, baby, I can't

So, if this song ever reaches you
By the wind or the grapevine, too
Just remember my heart is true
I try not to love you but I can't
I try not to love you but I can't
I try not to love you but I can't