in my head again

I always have to have a front but I'm scared to be me
Don't want to be seen as a rando's enemy
Lonni doesn't want smoke unlike Bhad Fhattie
Wanna make things right even if it goes the other way

If too much goes on I don't know what to do
I get over stimmied I have to leave the room
My music loud as fuck and it shows off my head
All it really does is let me sleep in my bed

Sometimes I can't put thoughts into words
I get red and wanna throw myself off a curb
They come out all slurred like I'm drunk
I just made a fool of myself and I lost my front

So I turn around and talk my shit on these tracks
Some of the things I boast about are not facts
I try to make stuff that I enjoy, you could say slaps
But more often than not it doesn't work, doesn't haps

In my head again
In my head again
In my head again
In my head again

I've come to realize I'm my own worst enemy
I'm always shocked when someone is a friend of me
I then question why someone would be a friend of me
Are they using me? Are they fooling me? Can't see

I'm used to being left in the dust just because
I always thought that I ever jumped off
The last thing I would hear would be some applause
I need to stop playing that game that I always lost

In my head again
In my head again
In my head again
In my head again

In my head again
In my head again
In my head again
In my head again



Credits
Writer(s): Lon Punni
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