Morse Code

Uh, and I'm lost
But no I'm not far
Gotta go and stay strong
Open up a new door
I can't struggle no more
No no I've been trying
Fighting
I wanna be smiling
I know
The tears will pour
I may just grow
You never know yeah
Just let me know yeah

Feel like I can only be myself when I'm with myself
But I barely can think for myself without nobody help
Stagnant days, Crashing waves, You See, I stay in my shell
Strictly based around the past Poignant pain I've felt
Pointing past the joy probably just
Floating in and out of consciousness
Got no god or soul to trust
Where is the euphoria
Tears falling on dust on floors due to Unresponsiveness from those
Close to us
Gone too long I know someone
Substance abuse
Stuck and confused
No Compass to use
I'm Reluctant to rules
Upset and bruised
No tools you use
Could improve my mood
Or how I move
This life's a game and I only lose
When I die, can I see my stats
When I die, can I run it back
What if I was too young for that
But if I went back how long would I Last?
It's too late I gotta move on
Sorry mom I'll see you soon
My baby was just born
I just passed the baton

Uh, and I'm gone
But no I'm not far
No no I'm not lost
Gotta go and stay strong
You can't struggle no more
No momma I was trying
Fighting
I want you smiling
I know
The tears will pour
You may just grow
You never know yeah
Just let me know yeah

My thoughts be full of hope til the Sun down
Hurt cause I'm my parents only son Now
1 Down, 1 up working til the sun Come round here
Yeah coulda went in bros path Instead
But I was scared to grow up fast
Daddy wasn't there
Life ain't fair no
From childhood I got scars on my Knees and elbows
From my teenage years I got scars on My mind and my soul
Lord knows
Why we chose the paths we chose
Sending in hidden messages, Morse Code
I been in battle fields before
Blood on my shirt, my wardrobe
Gotta move in a different fashion
Every since my father's absence
I've been missing a fraction
Every since my brothers passing
I've been split into fragments
The last thing he told me was "I need To hear your rapping"
So I'd be lacking If I don't chase my passion And grasp it
Lookin inside that casket
Couldn't believe you was gone
Thought you was gon pull thru
I Cant believe that I was wrong
Guess you are where you belong
I'll do it for you and mom
Knocked off our feet but we Headstrong
Head on, foot on the pedal I won't let Off

And I'm gone
No no I'm not far
Gotta go and put on
Open up some new doors
We can't struggle no more
No momma I been trying
Fighting
I want us smiling
I know
The tears will pour
We may just grow
You never know yeah
Just let me show ya



Credits
Writer(s): Trey Posey
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