The Enclosure

Actions speak louder than words they Say
I guess that's what makes the world This way
I would paint that landscape right Away but it ain't really my place to Decorate
So I write away
Not enough hours in the day to get a Second to pray
I got enough on my plate I don't need Seconds today
Left handed, that and the tears left The ink wiped away
Stuck in this dark place, dark state
Feel like my angels are all slaves to My demons
And that could be costly
And I'm paying the parking fee
Not free
Cause I'm hardly free on the Weekends
My souls rich but I'm not me
I got to find change cause
Heaven ain't no free admission
But damn is it good or bad if I'm a Good addition
I'll admit it I've been sinning but I've Been given gods permission
Don't judge me cause we sin different
No I don't need gods plans for me to Fall through
Look at the man in the mirror like I Need you too
This life I did not choose
I don't make the rules
Beaten up and bruised
Now the tables are askew
Living is a nuisance
Dying is included
Living is confusing
Dying is not losing
I need some closure
So Hold me closer
Need to get to know ya fore this is Over
The enclosure yeah
Composed letters but I can't contain My composure
I'm over everything due to Overexposure
Me and life had a talk and I told her
Please please keep it keep it light uh
I can read this room with all the Scenic things I write
Speech and thought bubbles in my Sight
Bottled up emotions
I won't let you ever see a tear from Me until I close my eyes
Until I close my eyes

Till I close my eyes
That would kill my pride
It's like I'm feeling everything and Nothing all at the same time
No tear drops seen until I die
When will I die
I can't lie it can't be soon
I got too many things to see bloom
Got too much to see
Too many things to do

Wondering wondering if imma make It out ok
Wondering wondering is god really Here to stay
I got no words left to say
Contemplate on what me me this Way
And that leads me straight to this Page

Actions speak louder than words How so
Cause if these words don't speak to You then what I'm rapping for
When I plant my feet I have to grow
I can't find a way to catapult
I guess that's comes with the result of Being an adult
I wish my brother and Hunter could Be here to hear this
I hope this letter finds you in good Spirits
I fear I'm not fearing god enough to Hear him
After that demon in the mirror dies What will I inherit? Shit
Apologies for my words and lack of Action
I'm usually not too fond of actual Social interactions
Fake smiles, laughing and acting
Imagine I Will Rock the Oscars after
I illustrate a path to this chapter
My mind is getting dark I'm paying The price to keep on the lights
I'm tryna achieve the goals in my Sight I don't wanna come back to life And do that shit twice
I hide from me myself and I and Waiting for them to find
That coincides with my Contemplation of sui sui sui
Suitable things that'll help me Achieve
A good well being
Look at me, not too well and Somewhat healthy, Idk you tell me
What's love
It comes with a cost but they say it Don't cost
Faith as well but they say if you lose It then you lost
These thoughts, I been testing with
I done did more sinning than I ever Did in these last 11 years, that's half My life, I'd rather die than to never Live
I stored my tears and fears in here if You find the hidden weapon in the mirror, then let me live

I cry in private
I yell in silence
Where has the time went
When will life end
Years of crying
I finally see the vibrancy
Within reach but I still got
Assignments

Since a young one couldn't show or Speak my thoughts so I thought I'd Write them down so you and I could Feel something
Just cause I'm quiet don't make Assumptions
Grew up shy and timid this time Around I faced my fears instead of Running
Keep Keeping your head up
Overpower the lows
Don't know where I'll end up
End this envelope enclosed
Everything comes to an end for the Better
Even the letters
Even the wars
Sincerely yours
Aiming for better days
I will never change