Lonely Day

Such a lonely day and its mine
Most loneliest day of my life
Such lonely day should be banned
It's a day I can stand

Dam its such a lonely day
Absorb myself inside my inner thoughts is the only way
To relieve the tension from being puppeteered by my veins
Using the retention to keep me locked up inside my chains
All the pain is infecting me like a toxin that keeps on effecting me
Shut up I don't need y to lecture me, I know my mind is my own enemy
Looking out the window in the morning
Got a lot of things that I've been ignoring
Don't focus on the negatives that's not important
Looking at blinds watching raindrops start pouring
Wish I could enjoy my darks skies
But they always close all my blinds
And tell me Ill be just fine but its all lies
You wont understand unless you see it through my own eyes

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll miss
Such lonely day and its mine
Most loneliest day of my life

Maybe if mom would've drop the bottle
Not just the drinks I'm talking the pills too
But you never listened so guess what they dropped you
No one in our family quite knew you like I do
All the lies don't change I've become cold to it
You don't know what love is till you sold your soul to it
Been living off a prayer I've become numb to it
I don't like to be depressing but I've become a slave to it
It's always hard to admit your the source of all your problems its tough to digest
I know deep down all my decisions are the reason for my struggle
I'm the cause of my own stress
How did I get here in the first place
I don't know what I'd even say to gods face
I'm so angry I'd probably fall from gods grace
But that's what happens when your life is full of lonely days

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll miss
Such lonely day and its mine
Most loneliest day of my life
Such lonely day and its mine
It's a day I'm glad I survived



Credits
Writer(s): Gage Bell
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