Brother

Maybe one day Ill make a few million
Make the bands stack up till it hits the ceiling
Your the only one who knows how I'm feeling
Momma opened up a scar and its not healing
Momma always called us her little Angels
Little did we know we'd see hell from two angles
Falling into ruts that we can't just can't untangle
Sometimes it's just more than me and you can handle
All these girls playing with our heart strings
We thinking maybe it's just one of our things
No brother that's just what our minds think
Our life's are so different yet so in sync
Sometimes I feel like I know you more than you do
Your not alone I understand what your going through
I know brother it can be really tough for you
But just know brother that I never gave up on you
Stop thuging I do not care
I know sometimes life just ain't fair
I keep on talking to mama but she's just not there
It's a sad reality that we both share
Trust me life ain't fair to me
Maybe we both should seek therapy
But therapists just sit and stare at me
I feel out of breath with no air to breath

I used to roll over and sprawl
Fall over take a bunch of Tylenol
Our maybe if I want some Adderall
You know what screw i'll take them all
Just to stop the headache from it all
Slow my dreams down to a crawl
Cause it the only place I picked up the phone when momma call
But I had to learn to catch myself when I fall
I don't have any friends
That's what happens when you see the world through a different lens
I've sacrificed my soul to the paper and the pens
Hoping I could right songs and make amends
I know as teens we never really get along
I tried to call but you didn't answer so I wrote a song
If you think that your a loser then you're dead wrong
I always looked up to you please stay strong
Cause I'm scared one day
Ima wake up and get the call that you passed away
And ill be looking at my brothers grave
Thinking to myself about the mistakes that I made
All the love that I never gave
So I ask you just once to please stay
I know what's its like to be depressions slave
I just wanna know your ok

It was easier when we were younger
When we was happy and still had a mother
But no matter what at least we have each other
After one of us goes there won't be another
Even the worlds tryna drag me and you under
They'll try to keep us down and make us suffer
But I'm not scared of the lightning or the thunder
Cause not matter what ill always have my brother



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Writer(s): Gage Bell
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