2Myopic//Eyes Opened

I need to face myself
I need to face myself
There's no one to blame
Yet I spread the pain
I need to face myself

Take a look deep inside
Even I can't
See through disguise
Leave you wondering why
You can't handle the truth
You resort to your lies
They ain't the problem alright
You'll see to yourself that it's all in your mind
It's
All in your mind
You know it's all in your mind

Gotta change lanes and perspective
Gotta save face with the best shit
Gotta replace all aggression
Handling hate with neglect as a weapon
Meddling feelings of regret in my essence
Well then minds made in the strong presence
Heads been in the wrong place and quiescent
Did the same moves on repeat yet I question
To fail productively is to learn your lesson
Against failing on repeat yes there's a difference
I've been on the latter end
For a long time
And in my mind I was hoping you can

See me through
Seek the daring, be transparent
Uh
Leave despair and reap the merits
Uh
He be swearing either sharing
Personal accounts to everyone
The crowd leave him staring
He a freak show
He got issues
He need weed smoke
Begone diffuse
See his ego
Can sit through
Any kind of remnant of the truth
Man I guess it's no use
Talking sense to a hypocrite cause it holds true
They depend on ignorance that's their whole view
To remain indifferent cause they hope to
Meet someone insignificant to play the old fool
Why you keep talking to yourself?
Maybe cause you got no one to talk to
Irony you brought this all to hell
With all the doors you open you have locked too

I need to get out
I need to get out
I need to get out
My view is too close

I need some help now
I need some help now
I need some help now
I don't know where to
Go

Spent my whole time looking back
But it was too myopic
Self-centered to my act
Cause nothing could break my focus
Too late to pay attention
Had to keep my eyes open
So I fell into a trap
A bit scathed might notice
The world don't revolve around hate
Don't revolve around me
It took a while to view it from a third person
Victim mentality
Makes you think you MC
When really in the end
You ain't that kinda person

I gotta keep working
I gotta keep working
No matter how much work I put
The beauty is I'll never be perfect

At times I be asking myself
Bout the people who's gone and considered a lost
I take my time and inhale
Before it's said and done cause the issue is riddled a lot
With personal feelings and feelings of others
Reflecting then shudder at the simple thought
Of my presentation
Projecting remnants of the insecure feelings
I thought I have washed
And now that I felt all that I could feel
It's time to look back objectively and real
What is the difference between losing people
And do all you can for them to leave you still
Probably had their own reasons to leave
Like personal issues I like to believe
Needing their time and their space just to breath
So I can't hate on a brotha and beef
With regards to the other I noticed the signs
To a lesson that's only revealed over time
Was painful at first but a blessing disguised
Glad it didn't work would've been my demise
Had rose tinted lenses preferred to be blind
To all the red flags caught up in the lies
And now that it's over I'm hoping to find
What I would do different this time
Now that I finally opened my eyes