Back From The Future

Back to the start, I guess I gotta do this on my own
Thought I had a team but I'm feeling all alone
All this turbulence is throwing me off my zone
Way too anti-social, I socialise with earphones
I put my heart and soul into my work and lost my mind in the process
Now I'm losing everything, it's harder to process
Thought I'd shed light but I'm dimming in fluoresce
Mental SOS 'cause my health's in destress
I got niggas telling me that I'm going far
That I'm on the path to be a superstar
Is that even accurate? I feel below par
Grabbing on my pen, ignoring thoughts of Au Revoir
Been feeling really bizzare, like the death of a star
I'm dying out like an open flame in a jar
You've seen the scars, there's too much in mind
I'm locked up in my mind but the fans want bars
I'm back from the future, I'm ahead of my time
And I hope my year of prime is just like 1999
I'm back from the future, I'm ahead of my time
And I hope my year of prime is just like 1999

Been doing span overthinking lately
Tryna find the proper words to visualise invaguely
It's hard to say this shit unequivocally
I'm doing things differently but where is it getting me?
I'm claustrophobic from being enclosed in my mind
Closed my mind like the back page of a notebook
'Cause they all misread me
Lost control of my life 'cause they all misled me
Now I'm tryna piss on the ones that pissed me off
Revenge is a dish best served cold
That's why I'm spitting sub zero bars
I rap because I have everything to lose
Not because I'm a rapper with a point to prove
Your favourite rappers blow up and leave you on seen
I don't blame them, movie living's hard if you living on scene
Taking all that turbulence with us off screen



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