monotony (live from maui)

In the monotony
My months are measured
In cups of coffee
The shape of letters
After seven, the next ones free

Leave me your new shoes
You say you outgrew
I'll try them on and I'll wear them for you
Lit up in headlights, I set my lungs on fire

Bottle to bottle
That's what you taught me
Far as my mind goes
I like it foggy
Poison me until I fall asleep

Wish I could unlearn
Space time symmetry
Rest for a moment
In the simplicity
I saw a flicker of authenticity

In the monotony in the monotony
In the monotony in the monotony
Poison me In the monotony
Have you forgotten me?
Have you forgotten me?
Have you forgotten me?
In the monotony

I heard your footsteps and I wasn't scared you weren't there
Looked in the mirror, an expression that I used to fear
Familiarity is the only part that's scaring me
I've gotten comfortable living in insincerity

I heard your voice echo inside my head like a weapon
I'm seeing double as the room begins to spin I swim
But there's a chain, a weight, that anchors me, I'm carefully
Tiptoeing all around
You should provide some clarity
I've gotten comfortable living in insincerity