Annakay Crossing Days

Take me back

Annakay Crossing days with Bryce
Young and dumb doing shit wrong tryna live right
Wonder if we'll link once we cross the finish line
One of the few I hope to see in afterlife
Even then relational insecurities were center stage
Never did I say goodbye just asked not to be replaced
Eight already with a different world frame
Glass cracked already had my world break
Nowadays i find there's only time for the mission
Impossible to stay in Hunt and keep us linking
Treat relations like Abrahm and his children
Missed Theo's wedding shit I'm still regretting
Remember a time hoped to be in it
But go back wouldn't do it different
No show at friends parties n events
Used to give it all to be present
Now I treat em like an engaged lady barely miss
Figure out is code for no something they never get
Only find honesty when the beat hits
Is what it is

Dont know who to trust my feelings are so quick to change
Still real when it all fades I just hate feeling the strain
Reach to try and see the realities
But even then I feel like I leave too many casualties
Love people a day and then want them to go away
I keep that shit inside it's just not easy to explain
Stunted emotionally ever since I was four
Wonder if I'll ever be able to fully mature

Take me back

When I was the youngin trying to stay in line
And somehow not get left behind
When I experienced things for the first time
LiL IROC was my Bow Wow
Mom said shit for the dogs threw it out
Lecrae was banned from my house
Snuck it anyway and kept getting found
She was scared I'd end up how I end up now
Couldn't keep friends my room too messy
Couldn't keep mom's affection she'd misplace me
Learn lessons from strange things
Adjustments made cause of what pains bring
When I open up oft reminded why I keep it closed
When people I've been there for ask I say no more
Back with Maya we'd stay up till the sun
First girl to show me another side of shit
First time insecurities get it fucked
Other girls online I cannot give it up
Foolhardy mistake id make again in different ways
When it happens to me I see Karama at play
Parks closed but I'm starting to show my competitive shit
Lose to dad I'd punt the ball when I only six
He'd make me go get em alone
I'm afraid of darkness
Those walks made me find peace in abyss
There I realized there places no one comes with
Realizations I'm having to revisit
Friends say they'll come through
Then they don't
I can't feel a way at them
Just at me for keeping hope
Moment like this four year old me starts to show
But know I can't give him the starring role

Annakay Crossing Days I didn't see this coming
When I wanted the NBA like Joe Budden
No love lost just had it redirected
Pens for therapy not acceptance
Only a few who really get it
Rather keep to self then perspective sharing
If you don't see it
You don't see it
Stop starring
Lost Boy wading sees the crocs in creek
But competiton'd hang fore making it to hangman's tree
Tinkering let me know when the shit rings a bell
I'd be with Alice in Wonderland if ever fell
Daniel tells me bout rappers I need to check
Don't he know those the people I'm tryna best
Scalp tickets watch me go for the head of
Whoever thinks that their shit is better
Rookie but LeBron Bryant work ethic
I'll be in this bitch forever
Like it when I talk introspective
Not when I get aggressive
Can't have everything
But I'll take everything I can
I'm not who I thought
But I'm still growing hope you understand
I'm the Bat and Peter Pan the boy is somehow still the man
It's chaos it's insane that's how I keep it all in hand
Head and heart synced
Bat flies higher than golden eagles can

They don't make them like me, yeah, yeah

Yeah

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