Prayers
Ain't been to Church in a minute
My prayers don't go past fucking ceiling
Is that why my faith feels like its missing
Pointless asking God bout where He's been
Lethargic and indifferent hate the man that i'm seeing
This ain't the person i saw in younger visons
Four year old me couldn't understand who I'm being
Like a character in one of his plays written
Back when everything was black n white life was Charles Chaplin
Real shit was silent till got good pretend laughing
Hookah smoke in the air the living rooms hazy
Past the point so question when not if im breaking
Bad
First time i could see my head since a baby
Faith that I held then starts to seem shaky
Falling away with no one to save me
Dashed upon the rock my salvations breaking
Tell me what about you
Where you been to
I thought that'd you would stay true
Damn
Where are you
I thought that you would never go away
Left me in the middle of the pain
Am I just too stained
Where are you?
God's dead pretty sure
I killed him in my bed
When i was seven
when i said take me instead of Marissa
But i guess he wasn't hearing
Twenty one going through midlife crisis
Believed whole life cant tell you who Christ is
Invested so much identity
Security's a distant memory
Somewhere in the clouds or on a different plane
I hope my screams of pain hit you in the fucking face
I'm not looking for things to change
I just wanted to know that you relate
But maybe you don't even know my name
Calling out yours bur you don't turn my way
Tried it all to get your good grace
Wanted relation
Not heaven bad enough to fake
I've been silent but still I ain't heard a thing
Year fourteen and i'm just too weak to pray
If smoke gets to you it has all I need to say
Face to face but once again mines only one that came
Blowing rings to announce i've run away
I heard that its prodigals you run to save
Stories told don't promise ease they promise that you'll stay
Everything upside down you're not supposed to change
Maybe that's true cause in truth I've only ever felt the strain
Now i'm in the ER screaming broken and in pain
Still you don't visit as me and faith start to fade
Tell me what about you
Where you been to
I thought that'd you would stay true
Damn
Where are you
Thought you would never go away
Left me in the middle of the pain
Am I just too fucking stained
Where are you?
You
Where you been to
Thought that'd you'd stay true
Fuck
Where are you
Thought you would never go away
Left me middle of fucking pain
Am I just too fucking stained
Damn
Where are you?
My prayers don't go past fucking ceiling
Is that why my faith feels like its missing
Pointless asking God bout where He's been
Lethargic and indifferent hate the man that i'm seeing
This ain't the person i saw in younger visons
Four year old me couldn't understand who I'm being
Like a character in one of his plays written
Back when everything was black n white life was Charles Chaplin
Real shit was silent till got good pretend laughing
Hookah smoke in the air the living rooms hazy
Past the point so question when not if im breaking
Bad
First time i could see my head since a baby
Faith that I held then starts to seem shaky
Falling away with no one to save me
Dashed upon the rock my salvations breaking
Tell me what about you
Where you been to
I thought that'd you would stay true
Damn
Where are you
I thought that you would never go away
Left me in the middle of the pain
Am I just too stained
Where are you?
God's dead pretty sure
I killed him in my bed
When i was seven
when i said take me instead of Marissa
But i guess he wasn't hearing
Twenty one going through midlife crisis
Believed whole life cant tell you who Christ is
Invested so much identity
Security's a distant memory
Somewhere in the clouds or on a different plane
I hope my screams of pain hit you in the fucking face
I'm not looking for things to change
I just wanted to know that you relate
But maybe you don't even know my name
Calling out yours bur you don't turn my way
Tried it all to get your good grace
Wanted relation
Not heaven bad enough to fake
I've been silent but still I ain't heard a thing
Year fourteen and i'm just too weak to pray
If smoke gets to you it has all I need to say
Face to face but once again mines only one that came
Blowing rings to announce i've run away
I heard that its prodigals you run to save
Stories told don't promise ease they promise that you'll stay
Everything upside down you're not supposed to change
Maybe that's true cause in truth I've only ever felt the strain
Now i'm in the ER screaming broken and in pain
Still you don't visit as me and faith start to fade
Tell me what about you
Where you been to
I thought that'd you would stay true
Damn
Where are you
Thought you would never go away
Left me in the middle of the pain
Am I just too fucking stained
Where are you?
You
Where you been to
Thought that'd you'd stay true
Fuck
Where are you
Thought you would never go away
Left me middle of fucking pain
Am I just too fucking stained
Damn
Where are you?
Credits
Writer(s): Timothy Harmon
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
Link
© 2024 All rights reserved. Rockol.com S.r.l. Website image policy
Rockol
- Rockol only uses images and photos made available for promotional purposes (“for press use”) by record companies, artist managements and p.r. agencies.
- Said images are used to exert a right to report and a finality of the criticism, in a degraded mode compliant to copyright laws, and exclusively inclosed in our own informative content.
- Only non-exclusive images addressed to newspaper use and, in general, copyright-free are accepted.
- Live photos are published when licensed by photographers whose copyright is quoted.
- Rockol is available to pay the right holder a fair fee should a published image’s author be unknown at the time of publishing.
Feedback
Please immediately report the presence of images possibly not compliant with the above cases so as to quickly verify an improper use: where confirmed, we would immediately proceed to their removal.