Junkie

Oh shit
I'm a fuckin junkie
Letting down everyone around me
I couldn't stay stable
Last night was really too hard to handle
Oh fuck
I'm a joke
Doing clown shit I never felt so low

I cried all morning
I feel depressed
I think my serotonin depleted
I scream into the void
Or maybe that's in my head
I feel pissed off
I'm stumblin

Yeah I heard you mention
That I'm a little fucked up still
Little fucked up still
Don't pay attention
To the way you saw me fall out in the kitchen
It's embarrassing
I fuckin hate me right now
Or always
I can't tell

Oh shit
I'm a fuckin junkie
Letting down everyone around me
I couldn't stay stable
Last night was really too hard to handle
Oh fuck
I'm a joke
Doing clown shit I never felt so low

Oh damn
Celebration
My guy got a new job
I'm suppose to take him
Oh bitch
I can't drive right now
Once again
Letting everyone down
Cross my fingers
That the pill I'm taking
Doesn't mix bad with resin

Oh fuck
I'm a fuckin' problem
I wish that I wasn't
I'm alone I'm alone
I mean yeah there's someone
But my head is really checked out
I don't think the mix worked out

Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck

Yeah I heard you mention
That I'm a little fucked up still
Little fucked up still
Don't pay attention
To the way you saw me fall out in the kitchen
It's embarrassing
I fuckin hate me

Oh shit
I'm a junkie
Pray to god
Cause no one else will touch me
I don't even believe
In any higher power
I probably write more
Than I shower
N/A has me saying stupid shit
Just to stay sober
My ex still hurts me
I'm accountable for nothing
Woke up this morning
Still fucked up on something
My feet are dragging
Going in circles
Like I'm a rover
Cross my fingers
I just think I'm hungover



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Writer(s): Aspen Elocin
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