Cigarettes

Lighting up a cigarette
I don't even smoke
Flick the ashes on the floor
Once again I hate the place I'm in
Gave it up for you

My throat feels rough
I don't even smoke
The nicotine is bitter
And my time feels rushed
Emotions bottled up
You're moving away
This is hard as fuck
Finally sober it's been months
You watched me struggle
It was painful
Now you say I still love you
But it's through
I can't be with you

I gave it up for you
The family
The home
The shitty life I always knew
All for you
The pills didn't keep you with me
Alcohol didn't save us
Now I smoke cigarettes
But it's not really distracting
And I know you're lookin at me
Say something say something
And you
You could have saved us
You could have made us work
I would have saved us
I would have made us work
Just show me something different
I know it's all irrelevant
But you know you could have held me down
If you had married me by now
If you had married me by now

I could've been yours
I would've been yours
Us against the world
And we rushed too fast
Should've gone too far
Can't take it back
It's just a paper
But it feels like more
You could have married me for sure
I would've stayed.
I would've fought for you
For us
I gave up everything
Lost the life I knew
Gave it up for you
I fuckin loved you
You just couldn't show me consistency

God Help me
I feel like I'm slipping into insanity
Angry most the time
Why am I crying
Starting over again
This should be easy
This should be easy
It should be easy
It's not easy

Lighting up a cigarette
I don't even smoke
Flick the ashes on the floor
Once again I hate the place I'm in
Gave it up for you

I gave it up for you
The family
The home
The shitty life I always knew
All for you
The pills didn't keep you with me
Alcohol didn't save us
Now I smoke cigarettes
But it's not really distracting
And I know you're lookin at me
Say something say something
And you
You could have saved us
You could have made us work
I would have saved us
I would have made us work
Just show me something different
I know it's all irrelevant
But you know you could have held me down
If you had married me by now

I could've been yours
I would've been yours
Us against the world
And we rushed too fast
I could've been yours
I would've been yours
Us against the world
And we rushed too fast
You you could have married me and I
I would have kept on tryng
I would have kept denying
That you weren't right for me
You weren't right for me
That you weren't right for me
Weren't right for me



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Writer(s): Aspen Elocin
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