Polaroids - Freestyle

I'm staring at these pictures on a screen, the ones of you and me
The pictures on my wall, the ones the world has never seen
And I'm sleeping every second, every minute to relive it
Cause I know that for a fact you are the woman of my dreams
And I can't take away the fact, and I can't take away the act
The way I took your love for granted, now I'm begging for it back
And all these suicidal feelings, they just keep on coming back
And now I'm striving for some change because I wanna get you back
I'm out here searching for the answers, to a complicated puzzle
I'm intoxicated daily and I'm out here seeing double
And I sit here all alone, it's like my world will slowly crumble
Cause the thought of me without you it reminds me of the struggle
I'm so sorry for the rain, and I'm so sorry for the pain
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you, I just wish I could explain
Treat you better than I did, because you never were a game
You never were someone I shoulda ever let just walk away
I can't get you out my head, cause you keep running through my mind
And I try to hide my feelings but I think about you all the time
I'm out here looking for some answers, but they're hard to find
I shoulda never made you angry, shoulda never crossed the line
I can never stop to think
I drink this liquor, throw it up, and pour it out into the sink
It's like I'm always on the brink
I shoulda never took the risk
And I'm consuming alcohol just like it's water, I feel sick
I hope you know I really love you
I hope you know that I'm sorry
I don't wanna call it quits
I know that all my actions are the reason for this shit
And I'm so sorry that we're in this shit
I'm staring at these pictures on a screen, the ones of you and me
The pictures on my wall, the ones the world has never seen
And I'm sleeping every second, every minute to relive it
Cause I know that for a fact you are the woman of my dreams
And I can't take away the fact, and I can't take away the act
The way I took your love for granted, now I'm begging for it back
And all these suicidal feelings, they just keep on coming back
And now I'm striving for some change because I wanna get you back
I'm out here searching for the answers, to a complicated puzzle
I'm intoxicated daily and I'm out here seeing double
And I sit here all alone, it's like my world will slowly crumble
Cause the thought of me without you it reminds me of the struggle
I'm out here looking at these polaroids, flashbacks of us together
Now I just cry because I wish that it were better
And I'm pouring out my feelings
And my thoughts, in all these songs and all these letters
I hope you know no matter what, I'll still love you forever



Credits
Writer(s): Sierra Crumrine
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