Conversation (Confessions) - Freestyle

Let's have a conversation
I know I fucked up, gave you misinformation
And all the toxic situations
Make you think 'bout, what's the point in dating?
I'll give you reasons, just give me time, I'll give an explanation
I know that all the thoughts you had were never purely speculation
They wasn't only figments of your head, of your imagination
I really love you, no this feeling wasn't ever desperation
I fucked up
And that I own up to
I'm going to therapy, and the drugs work too
But I feel so damn confused
Because I truly love you
And I'm watching the events slowly lead up to
Our separation
You tell me, what's the of love without communication?
You say you can't begin to trust because I broke the foundation
And I get it now
I'm really seeing it clearly
Start to see the revelations, now I'm faced with hesitation
Should I call you, send a text, or simply send you a letter
I'm dying at the fact that you and I are not together
I feel sad and I feel sick, it's like I'm under the weather
I don't want nobody else, I want you with me forever
I'm dead inside your eyes, like our relationship, it never happened
I'm hypnotized by all your words, your beauty, all the passion
Can't seem to get up out my head, I miss our interactions
I really miss the things we did and all the things we haven't
I miss your touch, I miss your kiss, I really wanna speak
And hearing that you walked away, it really made me weak
You were an angel in disguise, babe you so unique
I wish for you to come back so we can reach our peak
Promise ima listen
I really see the vision
I want you more than ever
And not the opposition
I will do everything right, won't allow the repetition
And I know it ain't the end, this is just an intermission
I refuse to love again if it ain't you I'm lovin'
I got nothing
I don't like what we're becoming
And I get that I'm to blame, turning nothing into something
But I promise that I'm worth all the huffin' and the puffin'
The stressing, all the fights
I know they're never right
Even through the negativity, you kept your view bright
I admire your persistence and to have you's a delight
I'm hoping we can talk and hopefully we reunite
I find it hard to breathe, babygirl you're what I need
And if you were a book, you'd be the only one I read
All these doubts up in your head, I was the one to plant the seed
Without my selfish ways I bet you're out there living free
I'm tryna get down on one knee, and propose and show you life
We'll make it through the struggle, cause I'm always gonna fight
For what you want and what you need
And give you honesty because the truth will set you free
Babygirl you're all I need
Listen
Let's have a conversation
Gave you misinformation
And all the toxic situations
Make you think 'bout, what's the point in dating?
I'll give you reasons, just give me time, I'll give an explanation
Uh
Figments of your head, of your imagination
I really love you