No ambition

It's such a beautiful day today
To go out and get hurt again
Or maybe hurt myself

But I know that
You wouldn't care
Or maybe you would
Well then, yikes
Didn't mean to gaslight

It's just the thought that
Every time I try and don't get it right
Like why even try

If I just end up suicidal
Depressed, stressed, obsessed
With a chain of unnatural events

My mind goes blind
Head goes numb, feeling dumb
Touch the ceiling if I could
The same one that I stare at

Day after day
Slowly feeling more
Like not even trying
Like not even caring
Like not even having any care
Or plans



Credits
Writer(s): Emmanuel Segovia-ramirez
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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