Psychedelic smile

Ecstasy
Never had any
For a beetle
For a friend
For the end

Little demon
On my back
"Kid's like dead"
Or so they say

Wake up, the sunshine
Is the weirdest of lies
The low lights of my life
This little dime
I'd get behind

In time, I think I'm fine
Right now, I'm not so sure
Might just give you a little nod
And a psychedelic smile

I haven't slept in three days
I'm going to burn my eyelids
Just to quench my
(Wait, no that's kinda edgy)
(Yeah, like really edgy)

Maybe by then
You'll think of me as mature
Or just another fixture (That's kinda edgy too)
Of (Oh, sorry)

Back to when I cosplayed as Prince
Did it all for hits and cliques
Shifting norms around these kids
Ain't no one else, be listening to

A Promise at, my age
And I'm barely 14
Shallower, everyday
What's that say about me, hey?

Well, people think I'm talented
I don't think that I'm talented
And if you want to rant about it
I can make it scandalous

Antsy about my common sense
I might just be over my head
Thinking about
Whether or not
I'm really intimate

A rope to end the moping
And a moog to cure the stress
Tie it neatly to express
All these words and my finesse

Paranoid on who is who
And what the future holds for me
For the prettiest girl I've ever met
Who can see

All the things that aren't right with me
And still appreciate them
'Cause she knows they don't define
And they don't ever dictate me

Even when I'm down on my knees
And crossing lines
And repeating all the same mistakes
I shouldn't do twice

Well, I guess it's cause I'm funny
Or I'm sorta kinda sweet
And I got a mind that's older than me
With a desire

For another thing to do in life
Cause' all I do is think
Overthink and maybe wonder
In the end is it all worth it?

And by then I'm rallied up
And by then I'm crazy
And by then she says
She tells me to get

"Get a peace of mind
Follow your dreams
Do what you love
If I tag along don't be surprised
But don't wait for me"

Sell me a cig
If you buy me a beer
And then roll up on a queer
Maybe go for his ear

Do it all by today
Or avoid all my ways
Could've done it
Should've done it
Wouldn't have any other way

Sell me a cig
If you buy me a beer
And then roll up on a queer
Maybe go for his ear

Do it all by today
Or avoid all my ways
Could've done it
Should've done it
Wouldn't have any other way

Surely there's more
To life than this
All I need is
Something to split