4 UR ENTERTAINMENT

Wakin' up with the room spinnin' for the fifth time this week
What the hell is wrong with me?
No amount of melatonin is helpin' me sleep
Tell me, would it be so bad if I was more borin'?
Wake up and go to yoga 'stead of lyin' here hungover every mornin'

I'm exhausted from always bein' on
When all I wanna do is turn off

God, I'm so sick of my own shit
I say that I'll quit, I hate the way everyone loves it
When I can't see straight, forget my own name
When did we make this arrangement

That I'm only here as your drunk entertainment?
But I'll take the shots if you're payin'
God, I'm so sick of my own shit
Wish I made tips, playin' the part of the party girl

Nobody, nobody knows how badly I wanna go home
They say that I'm built different, I think it's just the stimulants
And now I'm just an actress, tryna keep up with the habits
Of the girl who's always saying yes to bathroom window cigarettes
To kissing girls and kinky sex with shallow men from the internet

I'm exhausted, but I can't turn it off
Gotta give the people what they want

God, I'm so sick of my own shit
I say that I'll quit, I hate the way everyone loves it
When I can't see straight, forget my own name
When did we make this arrangement

That I'm only here as your drunk entertainment?
But I'll take the shots if you're payin'
God, I'm so sick of my own shit
Wish I made tips, playin' the part of the party girl

Looked in the mirror, don't like what I see
26 actin' like I'm 17
I'm sick of holdin' a glass like a trophy
No one really knows me

Take my face off just to put it back on
If this is a show, then where's all the applause?
I know that it's wrong
That I self-destruct just so you'll sing along

God, I'm so sick of my own shit
I say that I'll quit, I hate the way everyone loves it
When I can't see straight, forget my own name
When did we make this arrangement

That I'm only here as your drunk entertainment?
But I'll take the shots if you're payin'
God, I'm so sick of my own shit
Wish I made tips, playin' the part of the party girl

Sick



Credits
Writer(s): Autumn Marie Buysse, Brennan Loney, Chandler Leighton
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