Catastrophe

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I'm walking down this road again straight towards catastrophe
To much goin on inside my mind, hard to live happily
Every time I do good, my demons start to laugh at me
Ain't been doin' too good, my heart keeps moving rapidly
Every time I do good, they still seem to get mad at me
I don't wanna go down this road and cause a tragedy
I'm just trynna lighten my load, got no capacity
Thinking there's another way out, I mean there has to be

I mean there has to be another way
Just trynna make it through another day
Feelin' like I could just runaway
I don't wanna see another face
Another face
Every day I wake up, I put on my poker face
Cause every day's the same, keep on chasing with no escape
I'm trying to keep sane but my mind a bipolar maze
It's like I see the light but get pulled back to the darker shades
I'm trynna do what's right but get haunted by the darker days
Me and all my problems, thought we already parted ways
I thought they already went away
Pulling them right back and now I'm pushing myself away
I don't ever cry but now I'm wiping my tears away
Sitting there at night, trying not to hyperventilate
Skin turning white, I'm just laying there in disarray
Trynna sit upright but I can't move stiff as sniper aim

I'm walkin' down this road again, straight towards catastrophe
To much goin on inside my mind, hard to live happily
Every time I do good, my demons start to laugh at me
Ain't been doin too good, my heart keeps movin' rapidly
Every time I do good, they still seem to get mad at me
I don't wanna go down this road and cause a tragedy
I'm just trynna lighten my load, got no capacity
Thinking there's another way out, I mean there has to be

Walking down this road again, road again
Ain't no telling if I'll be all alone again
Ain't no telling if it's gonna get cold again
I'm just yelling at the top of my lungs again
Trynna get this built up anger out of myself again
Trynna get this ripped up chamber back in my chest again
I'm trying, I won't give up yeah
I'll make the best of it
They was wanting my love but my thoughts intercepted it
My love, my love, my love
That's why my heart's so cold
Because, because, because
These voices take control
I chug, I chug, I chug
Until they out my skull
I want, I want, I want
The best for my lost soul