The Last Call

I didn't give up
I just gave up you
'Cause who can stand someone who'll always stand you up?
When I asked you to speak up
Your speakers broke
As if they were whole to begin with
I almost pity you
Maybe that's why I gave you a chance
But at a second glance
I knew it wouldn't last

And I'm not even sad at all
'Cause I was always the taller of us
Back then, even though I said I was fine
You were surely just benign
But I had to draw the line
'Cause I was getting sick from you
But I knew it by a long time ago
Was is even good while it lasted?

In the beginning after the end
You tried to enter every door in my dreams
But I always kept them locked, and I smiled
Knowing I was holding the keys this time
I almost pity you
'Cause you sat there paralized like a child
Thought that you could hide
Now I hope you will stay hidden

And I'm not even sad at all
'Cause I was always the taller of us
By now, I don't regret anything I did or said
I just should've left you sooner to figure out your own head
'Cause I was getting sick from being there for you
But I knew it by a long time ago
Was is even good while it lasted?
Was it even worth it at all?
Was only one way to go
Was no reason to stall
The last call

You said I was the strong one
And I said you're the wrong one
In the back of my mind
I'd always find you to be the wrong one
But I became what you wanted
'Cause otherwise you'd leave for good
I only bought some time
Time that got sour and sour
For every hour
And now you're gone for good

But I'm not even sad at all
'Cause I was always the taller of us (I was the taller)
Back then, I was lonely and I needed a friend
And when we pushed that zone I knew how the story would end
And I was getting sick from you (I was getting sick)
But I knew it by a long time ago
It was only good in the beginning
So it probably wasn't worth it at all
I had no choice, was a relief to fall
After the last call

Am I bitter?
I don't think so
'Cause I knew it
How the story would go
I knew it
Was just a matter of time
I knew it
You were never really mine
I knew it
I knew it
Didn't blew it
'Cause I knew it
I knew it
Was it even good to begin with?