Relieved Sigh

Trapped in a function
Of an empty array
Echoes that can't explain
My voice

Cloaking the sounds
So it stays
And to retain
Every thought that my brain
Would disgorge over me
Throughout the day

Clinched to a star
And a million around
A dream that would give my life
Full of mistakes, joy

I roam the sunset alone
But how?

Don't feel well
I can't even tell
Empty brain
I can't even dwell

I let me to flow
Now my head expels me
Now it feels calm
And now I don't know
Awake in the sun for her

I know a song
Splendid and shy
Resents every word
Torn in its core

Grieving
Don't you know?
Nothing has a meaning

Altering the lines
That shape my heart
Lone
Cluster and drift apart

Detest the way that I feel
Hoping my head can keep it clear

Help me drown it all
Muttering and always end in scrawls
Detached, apathetic, always grey
Now a light, deflect, it'll fade away

Can I even feel regret?
Bleeding impressions so upset
And waiting the time to shatter
Like it would matter

Could you scream or
Could you live?
Beneath the sea
Beneath a skin that cries

But I'm finally calm
I rally flaws
But to know that
I am never whole

So desensitized
Dare to now imply
I'm in charmed

Satellites
Always nigh
Oh, don't cry

I hope that someday it shows
That to me befalls the time
The way that I feel
Was always real

So down
So boring
And dazed

Only a gaze
Following the blaze
Always amazed
But may this time
Lead me nowhere

So, I'm always whole