A Bit Lost

Yeah
I'm just searching for myself looking hard tryna find me
Hoping I don't run around and turn into somebody else
I'm just outchea on my own I ain't got nobody left
Mama was never at home had to do it by myself
And my daddy stayed gone couldn't call him for no help
Had to turn to books and interviews to help me with this wealth
Thank the lord for my grama yeah
She my whole world
Wouldn't be this far without you yeah
My favorite girl
Got some problems that I'm facing daily
Like will I make it maybe
I'm just delusional or borderline crazy
Lately I've been emotional and can't do nuin bout it
Only way I know to cope I turn to music as an outlet
I just wanna take the wheel of life and turn it and reroute it
But I can't cuz I'm the best at this so fuck whoever doubt it
Still got plans to be the greatest
Look my idols in they faces
Fuck they fame and being famous
They could stick it in they anus
Give a fuck about it
Cuz that ain't helping black communities
And families with immunities
And teaching girls about they bodies and
Boys about puberty and
All that type of shit
Just worried bout buying and selling pussy and getting rich
Really
Then we have the nerve to talk about police brutality and racisms
Look
You don't really give a fuck about yo own kind
Ain't even got the decency to fix yo own mind
Be talking crazy to yo baby mama and yo kids
Feel disrespected by a nigga then off with his wig
Grab a gun and shoot a man cuz you a fuckin bitch
Ain't got no hands dawg
You ain't no man dawg
You go to jail and niggas make you take yo pants off
Yeah
And a message to women
You out here naked and shaking ass ain't got no fuckin vision
When women fighting for your rights
And your equality
But you would rather fuck and suck and swallow me
For dollars see that bothers me
So who the hell gone help me raise these fuckin kids
And keep me safe from crackers hating
Cuz of the color of my skin