Beautiful Disaster
I'm a godamned beautiful disaster
Look in the mirror
Can't tell who's looking back there
Gotta rewind I move ahead
And close the chapter
I get after
My dreams
And move a little bit faster
Move farther
Can't break myself in half here
I was so hurt
Been healing up this last year
Some days still feel like
I got it backwards
I guess that's life
They been telling me that
Since way back when
The laughter hides the tears
No matter
Disaster
Always seems to come after
Me
What have I done wrong
I'm going along
Carry me away
I've spent enough time in the ashes
Gotta dig myself out
Covered in all these lashes
My scars they ain't looking so
Tragic
Recovery from the hell
That was my past
I had it
Thinking I was just an addict
Depends on who you ask
And how they look at it
The ones I look up to
They call it magic
Disciple of the path
And no doubt about it
The laughter hides the tears
No matter
Disaster
Always seems to come after
Me
What have I done wrong
I'm going along
Carry me away
Don't wanna fight but
I'm combative
This rage instilled in me when
I was just a young man
Don't want to
Have to be dramatic
But I'm losing my mind
Every time I misread the passage
Still trynna mitigate the damage
My trauma showing
I'm healing up from all these Battles
The stress it seems
To hard to manage
Then I just walk ahead
And then I fade
Out into the static
The laughter hides the tears
No matter
Disaster
Always seems to come after
Me
What have I done wrong
I'm going along
Carry me away
Look in the mirror
Can't tell who's looking back there
Gotta rewind I move ahead
And close the chapter
I get after
My dreams
And move a little bit faster
Move farther
Can't break myself in half here
I was so hurt
Been healing up this last year
Some days still feel like
I got it backwards
I guess that's life
They been telling me that
Since way back when
The laughter hides the tears
No matter
Disaster
Always seems to come after
Me
What have I done wrong
I'm going along
Carry me away
I've spent enough time in the ashes
Gotta dig myself out
Covered in all these lashes
My scars they ain't looking so
Tragic
Recovery from the hell
That was my past
I had it
Thinking I was just an addict
Depends on who you ask
And how they look at it
The ones I look up to
They call it magic
Disciple of the path
And no doubt about it
The laughter hides the tears
No matter
Disaster
Always seems to come after
Me
What have I done wrong
I'm going along
Carry me away
Don't wanna fight but
I'm combative
This rage instilled in me when
I was just a young man
Don't want to
Have to be dramatic
But I'm losing my mind
Every time I misread the passage
Still trynna mitigate the damage
My trauma showing
I'm healing up from all these Battles
The stress it seems
To hard to manage
Then I just walk ahead
And then I fade
Out into the static
The laughter hides the tears
No matter
Disaster
Always seems to come after
Me
What have I done wrong
I'm going along
Carry me away
Credits
Writer(s): Patrick Bryan
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