Livin'

I gotta stop bitchin
I got this life and imma start livin
Spent too much time sitting
I keep my body moving and I find it in me
Keep it humble but I'm still winnin
And I find a way

No one's gonna get it for me
I gotta get it
I've hit my limit
Put my head high
No more bleeding out
Into the grave that I was diggin
I need to listen
My sanity it keeps slippin
Like time
It heals but it keeps on tickin
But I'll be fine
She tells me all the time
The reasons why I can't be blind
But in my mind I know I'm trippin
And it's a given
I feel the fears grippin
I need to slow down but I'm just livin
Can't seem to pin down my mood it keeps on shiftin
What is this
I need to quit this
I've hit my limit
I feel defeated
Oh why am I like this

I gotta stop bitchin
I got this life and imma start livin
Spent too much time sitting
I keep my body moving and I find it in me
Keep it humble but I'm still winnin
And I find a way

I need a minute
I thought I had it figured out
Sure fucking didn't
Can't seem to concentrate
Is that my head again it's flippin
What am I missin
Why am I so different
But so much the same
Contrasting and it's vivid
Feeling like a different person every day
And I'm wishin
For clearer vision
Spent so much time
Arguing the division
I can be so Wicked
Spittin daggers when I'm hurt and I'm livid
My ways they can make me sickened
I need to heal up before I leave this place
And that's a given
And that's a given
I need to keep myself in check
I need a witness
Writing these words already written
I'm in Love with it and im spittin
No I aint quitin
That's not my fucking business

I gotta stop bitchin
I got this life and imma start livin
Spent too much time sitting
I keep my body moving and I find it in me
Keep it humble but I'm still winnin
And I find a way

I'm out here gainin
A new way to live my life
It seem to be changin
But sometimes I fucking hate it
I should be grateful
What the hell am I waiting for
Someone to open the door
There's no more waitin
Emotions hanging high
But no I'm not placatin
Frequencies live
I'm elevated
The bigger man inside
He still reside but
He feeling shaky
There's no time for wastin
If I don't run it it's an evacuation
The hell inside will for surely be stayin
And I'm losing patience
What options do I have
I must maintain it
I thought I had it figured out
But my perception keeps breaking

I gotta stop bitchin
I got this life and imma start livin
Spent too much time sitting
I keep my body moving and I find it in me
Keep it humble but I'm still winnin
And I find a way



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Writer(s): Patrick Bryan
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