Downpour

Run my love you run from aspirations
And then go and disregard the situation
To move onto the next association
Just to cause more complication
If the information doesn't match your interpretation
You cut all ties with all communication
And then leave me without explanation
And then leave me without explanation

So why do I remind you of a simple observation
I see your presentation misses much admiration
You leave nothing left for the imagination
You leave nothing left for the imagination

Everything is just for show and stimulation
When you finally come back to the realization
That not everyone is used for your duration

Romantic seizures and gestures never seen
Always bring me back driving down 5th and McLean
I don't know why that look always makes me choke
But when all the streets are empty I fill my lungs with smoke

So maybe you'll start to live with sensation
Because all the chains and the limitations
Hung around my neck may be an indication
That you might wanna check

Cuz when all you have left is your reputation
I guess you don't need to give an explanation
You really don't need to give an explanation
You really don't need to give an explanation

In the end I lose whether I want to or not
Cuz you say you miss me now
But to you it was a thought
From what you said verse how you act
Just didn't add up
But then again I guess all along that was the add up

Romantic seizures and gestures never seen
Always bring me back driving down fifth and McLean
I don't know why that look always makes me choke
But when all the streets are empty I fill my lungs with smoke

What happened girl it was supposed to be us
You made it clear I'm only here for your convenience
My bones can break
I have a heart, I have a soul
You didn't care I'm well aware you're way in control

Control
Control
Control

I remember the first time you kissed me
It was in your room on your bed
And it shook me
I knew I would never be the same after that
I knew that's when you had me in your palm after that
But I couldn't stop there
You shoulda killed me there
Cuz now what shakes me
Down to my core
Is the crack in my voice
When I'm on the floor
Calling out your name
Begging for more
As you leave me once again
And head for the door

Girl remember when you said
You loved me and swore
That I'm all you got
And I'm forever yours
Well fuck that
I don't believe you anymore
It was such a pretty mask
That you fucking wore
Don't you dare tell me
Our love can be restored
Cuz you ruined everything
And wont tell me what for
So I'm back here screaming
In the down pour
It'll never be the same
Like it was before
So I'm back here screaming
In the downpour
So I'm back here screaming
In the downpour