I'M Not That Hurt

Hey
Well I'm super glad that you're happy
I'm super glad you could move on just like that
It's so great you found someone in about two weeks
Just wish you had the decency
To tell me sooner
Because all this does for me
Is make me trust fewer
Puts me in the ground sooner
And makes me trust my instincts more
And trust my heart less
Cuz soon enough I'll be heartless

Soon I'll be numb
Because that's all I know now
Cuz when all is said is done
You just move on to another one

Fuck with me than onto the next one
I should be used to this it must be fun
Not to care about ones you love
Not to care for what you've done

Leave me the fuck alone already
Everyone leaves at your worst
Don't you dare crawl back to me
When he leaves you first

Don't you dare speak on me
Till' you realize my worth
And once you realize what I'm capable of
I'll be done

Done with all the nights
Spent under the stars
All the nights spent in my car
All the nights we drove so far
Just to talk for hours
Figuring out who we are
But hey if it doesn't matter to you
I guess I'll just be numb too

This is a fucking warning
For everyone new
Stay the fuck away from me
Cuz bitch I'll do the same to you

I should actually thank you
Cuz I'm not that hurt
You're just another lesson
To dig my grave
Further in the dirt
Fuck that I'm not that hurt
Fuck yeah I'm not that hurt
You're just another excuse for me
To write another hook

I could go on and on about
How much I loved you
Or how much I confided in you
Just to find out you're like the rest
Fuck that at least you lied the best
In the end I guess I can't be mad
Because now I'm a million miles away
Fuck it lets keep it that way
I'll just get high and hope your name
Never passes me by
I don't wish you bad I'll just wish you well
And hope you never feel this hell

So I hope your happy
Cuz I'll never be happy without you
I'll never be happy without you
I'll never be happy without you