Heartbreak Hotel

Can't wake up these days without crying first
Living in my melancholy I can't find a way to stop the hurt
Been about one month since we last spoke
Cat got my tongue and started clawing at my damn throat
I want to call you so bad ask how you've really been but
Maybe I just miss admiring your skin
Love can be so obsessive no one ever says that
Maybe they're afraid of what comes when you admit that
Another day in purgatory while I'm trapped inside this room
I miss all the chaos that you brought into my tomb
I prefer Hell over this calm plane
At least I felt something every time you said my name
What am I supposed to do now just be alone?

I've been that for years I'm so tired of this long road
I've been praying every day asking God to give me answers but
All I hear are echoes and my memory's a cancer so
Now you're just another scar that's left on my heart
I got a dozen more, left by a dozen other girls
Yours is the freshest I think it's tender to the touch
And I'll break down if I think about your touch
Maybe I should try to get you out my head but
You're the only demon that I wanna tuck into my bed
Lay to rest with you I just wanna sleep with you
Lay to rest with you I just wanna die with you