Museum

Used to feel like home
Used to feel like home

Look, time stopped when you left that night
Now if you asked me what the day is I won't get that right,
If it was dark for you I wish you would have shed that light
Found you lying there I wish I could forget that sight, but
Now i'm in this house that feels empty
You exited my life but in my head you're living rent free
Photographs, moments that we had and different memories
The things that used to comfort me they mostly just upset me
Tryna grieve but being here I do it incorrectly
Your birthday and Valentines? They had me in a frenzy
The cards we gave on special occasions are sacred gems to me
But now they share a space with that final note that you left me
It's like our home is full of artifacts
It used to warm my heart, now it gives me heart attacks
When I was lost you were the one that always brought me back
And now the way that I lost you is gonna scar me bad,

This used to feel like home, but, everywhere I look I see em
A picture here, a moment there, like i'm stuck in a you museum
And, I can't take it anymore
It cuts too deep right through my core

I still remember when we moved here
Felt like our relationship had shifted to a new gear,
New beginnings and for me a new career
I had everything I needed but now all I need is you here
But instead you're all that's missing
Every sight in my vision results in me reminiscing
And instead of just giving up I wish I was more persistent
In helping you help yourself, cause I was selfish for quitting,
Which isn't what I intended
Overworking I feel like my energy was misgiven
Critical patients but our relationship was the sickest
And everyday myself is who i'm kickin, listen
It's so much guilt that I'm reminded of
Its like i'm trying to scream but my mouth is wired shut
If I don't write em down emotions get to piling up,
This home is full of all the times before our time was done,

This used to feel like home, but everywhere I look I see em
A picture here, a moment there, like i'm stuck in a you museum
And I can't take it anymore
It cuts too deep right through my core
This used to feel like home, but everywhere I look I see em
A picture here, a moment there, like i'm stuck in a you museum
And I can't take it anymore
It cuts too deep right through my core