Ecstasy

If I had you next to me, next to me, yeah

If I had you next to me
There'd be nothing in this world that is left to see
I could climb up any mountain or sail on any sea
And trade it all away to give you another breath you could breathe
(Deep breath)
Constantly wishing that it was possible
Reminiscing running my fingers through all your follicles
In Philly the thoughts of you were unstoppable
Had to move to Cali so my life could get a broader view
But always know that a part of my heart belongs to you
Starting every day, ending every night with thoughts of you
I hope you know that moving on is something hard to do
But if i'm gonna be happy I gotta follow through
Feels crazy but I do my best to shake it off
Even Mariah couldn't carry the pain of it all
It hurts to say you're gone, feels so strange and bizarre
Your love would get me high, now I can't take the fall

Babe, if I had you next to me
I would feel like I feel on ecstasy
But nowadays its all memories
And if I'm happy it's because I just pretend to be
Babe, if I had you next to me
I would feel like I feel on ecstasy
But nowadays its all memories
And if I'm happy it's because I just pretend to be

If it's ecstasy than why this song is kinda sad?
Cause it's a metaphor for how I'd feel to have you back
But instead I gotta settle for writing these raps
And hope the people can relate instead of call me whack
But what's whack is attacking a person in grief
Singing of beautiful love over beautiful beats
Shout out TKG, he always brings the heat
And helps me write it down when I don't have the words to speak
And lately, that's been happening often
Hard to focus over the fog my thoughts are lost in
Trauma can make you cold as January in Boston
Family, therapy and music and I resolved it
Shit, it wasn't easy yo
Did everything I could so that you couldn't see me fold
Didn't like to whine, didn't seem it though
Cause I would end up drinking all the pinot grigio

Babe, if I had you next to me
I would feel like I feel on ecstasy
But nowadays its all memories
And if I'm happy it's because I just pretend to be
Babe, if I had you next to me
I would feel like I feel on ecstasy
But nowadays its all memories
And if I'm happy it's because I just pretend to be

Yeah, if I had you next to me, next to me, oh
Baby that'd be like ecstasy, like ecstasy

Babe, if I had you next to me
I would feel like I feel on ecstasy
But nowadays its all memories
And if I'm happy it's because I just pretend to be



Credits
Writer(s): Jeremy Soto
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