I Dont Wanna Know

Ashes of bliss coat my frozen mind
Crying thoughts die inside the flow of cold designs
Suffocated thunder trying to break free
Gridlocked by a lightening bolt suspended inside me
And I'm the essence of a breeze beneath the still air of a freeze
Never felt and never seen
Imagined into being
I believe that after dreams there's an actuality
It speaks in broken song gets me singing on my knees

And I keep bringing down the sound so I can listen to the trees
Try to find the cry of flowers in the sigh of tired bees
I'm a higher kind of being
My mind thus deceives
It seems to lie to me till I'm residing in my speech
With vibrant words that carry me like tornados carry leaves
No one is hearing me through all this whirling air I breathe
I need to realize my vibe I need to find the fire key
'Cause I'm wired from picking locks inside the spirals of a dream

Give me an earthly seat so I can rest my worldly feet
And ponder up a swirl of twirling poetry
I've been wandering a world of impossibility
Following a cloud like false tranquility
Getting lost within the weeds I'm watering their seeds
As I walk towards the eve of promises and dreams
To embark upon a sea of darkened energy
But for now I'll anchor down afraid to drown I'm feeling deep

Aye I don't wanna know
The mind of God anymore I don't wanna go
Take my thoughts from me I've shown
I'm unworthy of the truth I wish I could unknow
I will face the shame of my delusion relinquish any proof and submit to my ego
I've wasted my life in search of soul
And ended empty handed so I don't wanna know

Lost looking stirring behind my eyes
There's a world that isn't mine that's occurring without rhyme or reason
While I'm searching my life
If I could close my eyes and never look I wouldn't die

But I'm a seeker of the truth I try to know it's all I do
Breaking down a mood to erode my point of view
Till I've overblown the truth and made a hole to wallow through
I only know that something's broken when I'm following on the clues

But I'm a finder there is treasure it's the pleasure from the pain
Cycle of the opposites
Weather in the brain
It's the lie within the rain pouring new and endless aims
On my stupid and deranged foolish sense of better days
Its the inward looking gaze when I cant put away interpretations
Maybe life is a play on a stage where the character isn't saved
Till he breaks from the script and applauds in amazement

Aye I don't wanna know
The mind of God anymore I don't wanna go
Take my thoughts from me I've shown
I'm unworthy of the truth I wish I could unknow
I will face the shame of my delusion relinquish any proof and submit to my ego
I've wasted my life in search of soul
And ended empty handed so I don't wanna know



Credits
Writer(s): Nathan Hutchinson
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