Skrapbook (Title Page)

"if yew feel a certain way
then it is probably
what yew need to listen to
yewre intuition is truly the guide" -mom
i thought that this would last a little longer
now were 3 months in and were done
i wont cry till I have to tell my brother
even though hes only met yew once
i wont waste time
blaming anybody
its so out of line
we both fucked up
so we both cry
i love when im sitting in yewre back seat
but I hate it when im feeling low
and I know that iv got a lot of feelings
but im lacking any self control
hit the gas while I need to just stop
i dont know what I fucking want
so I think im gonna call my mom
hang on
"yew dont have to justify it
yew dont really have to explain it
or even apalogize for it
sometimes at yewre age yew know
yew should be doing all those things that yewre doing right now
and if that means dating a lot
then that means just dating a lot thats okay
yew dont have to be in an intense
relationship at 22 years old
yewre a kid" -mom
im not looking forward to the late nights
where Im dying just to know what's on yewr mind
but at this point in my own life
i do a lot more wrong than right
and I dont wanna bring yew down with me
but we both feel misunderstood
im just tryna organize the pieces
fillin in the pages of my skrapbook;)
keep me in yewre heart we had a real thing
yewre one of the highlights of my journey
but im still tryna figure out simplicities
like leaving voicemails, paying tickets, getting groceries
and ill start crying when my phone sends me a memory
send it to my sisters cause theyre there for me
freaking out that im gonna be 23 but I still got 10 months
no one really knows what theyre doing
some of us pretend we know it all
trying to accept that im improving
learning how to fly yew have to fall
"i really think yewre a lot more normal than yew think yew are" -mom

lyrix: annie omalley
production: good harbor
mixed by: jj catalyst
mastered by: hector vega