Would Yew Hate Me If

Home town, rent a room, frantically into yew
Projector, white sheet, soft skin, so sweet to me
Play it safe, previously, numb to feel, anything
Currently, diving deep, begging yew, please dont ever leave
Evolving, so have I, suddenly, want a steady life
Chaos, is overdone, dont recall, if iv loved someone
Right here, is real life
Admit to yew, fears on my mind
Would yew hate me?
If i
Wanted someone else
And said goodbye
Cause if yew did then i wouldnt be alright
Id lay my head in cotton and replay the shit yew said
About your better sense
And filters that we set
Like books on tape id cry to all the phrases that yew meant
That your priority was kissin on my neck
And i run through every stab that i could take at yew
In hopes that yew would feel burn i feel inside my chest
And ill never wrap around my head how yew could tell a girl
Shes everything yew need
Then kick me out that fast
It couldnt be that easy
It shouldnt be this simple
Its fucked that yew dont miss me
Iv got to stop projecting
Sabotage on impulse
Preparing for the ending
This is the first time that iv felt warm inside and
Take my time and space
To face the uphill climb
No clue where were going where its headed but i care about us living
Not predicting the decline
To be a different version more authentic realize im not the type
To live a lonely life
Rollin on a mattress built like castles i feel royal by your side
I dont love yew but i might