Painkiller

Ah, ah
Ah, ah
Ah, ah
Ah, ah

Dysphoric mood is my lifestyle now
I got addicted to it and don't know how
It paints of grey every single day
And happy emotions seem to have no space
I carry on and say "I don't mind"
But I keep hearing this voice inside
Saying to me, "Baby you gotta find"
"A better way of wasting your time"

To change my habit I need another addiction
That could contrast my disposition

Painkillers for headache
When I don't want to see your face
I take a pill or two and I'm okay
And the thoughts of you will fade away
Painkillers for headache
When I don't want to see your face
I drop some holy water in my glass
To try to make this dreary night less sad

So I heard reality is just chemistry
Like the drugs in my painkilling drink
And when I need it to find relief
The euphoric buzz takes over all of me
For once I don't think about feeling so lonely
I just start floating in a different reality
Where all my problems don't count for anything
And I'm set free from haunting memories

And though I heard I could die from it
There's nothing better than being taken by this shit

Painkillers for headache
When I don't want to see your face
I take a pill or two and I'm okay
And the thoughts of you will fade away
Painkillers for headache
When I don't want to see your face
I drop some holy water in my glass
To try to make this dreary night less sad

And erase these hard feelings tying you to me
And put my head to sleep
Not feel blue when you leave, forget my anxiety
Have nothing more to need
And dive into a sea where time changes speed
That's where I want to live
In cloudy dreams, with purple weed and codeine pills

Painkillers for headache
When I don't want to see your face
I take a pill or two and I'm okay
And the thoughts of you will fade away
Painkillers for headache
When I don't want to see your face
I drop some holy water in my glass
To try to make this dreary night less sad
Less sad, oh, less sad, less sad, oh, oh

Yeah