Alive

It's still alive in me
I can feel the emptiness that's inside of me
I could just hide away
Earn my wings and maybe I could just fly away
But here I am standing on mine
I'm beaten down and I'm tired I'm feeling low when I'm high
I won't cry now
Hope one day I see the light
I know they not on my side will they turn or will they bite
I guess I'll find out

It'll be a big lie if I told you that I never feel like this
But every now and then it get real like this I'm still like this
So I pick up my phone and I go in and I figure that I'm gonna heal like this
But the pain is embedded and the water my eyes shed
Will never come back to replenish so I'm looking for the exit
Said they'd look out for me and then they outted me
When I have no money I know exactly who's shouting me
I'm always doubted maybe they don't see the man in me
How can I be free if these heathens don't take their hands off me
Gotta control my breathing feel what I'm round now
There aint no sound so these voices is getting loud now
They all frowned when I made a claim for the crown
So when I sit up on this throne will I feed em all to the hounds

It's still alive in me
I can feel the emptiness that's inside of me
I could just hide away
Earn my wings and maybe I could just fly away
But here I am standing on mine
I'm beaten down and I'm tired I'm feeling low when I'm high
I won't cry now
Hope one day I see the light
I know they not on my side will they turn or will they bite
I guess I'll find out

Now I'm outside and they been hiding I'm barely out man I been fighting
Live so fast I is lightning heart so cold its been frightening
Its so easy for them to say that they made me and they paved they way
But I'm the only one that's still here on a bad night or a fucked up day
I'm okay they say don't you dare turn me away
I said yeah fuck ootay ooyay way too many times to be played
Still the dark side of the darkest champion the light in my heart
They been tryna buy me out got more red dots on me than a target
I started this as a kid and I'm finished when dead and gone
Got my family with me just waiting for that big illy song
So to make it ima step into the fire
Hoping and wishing I break these chains I was given
Its my ambitions as a writer

It's still alive in me
I can feel the emptiness that's inside of me
I could just hide away
Earn my wings and maybe I could just fly away
But here I am standing on mine
I'm beaten down and I'm tired I'm feeling low when I'm high
I won't cry now
Hope one day I see the light
I know they not on my side will they turn or will they bite
I guess I'll find out



Credits
Writer(s): William Parera
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