I Cannot Lie To Him

I been a little behind
But give me some time
And Imma be right again

I had to sit on the side
And look in my mind
And realize that I pretend

Everything happened in line
And Imma be fine
But something that I forget

I can tell so many lies
But look in the mirror
No I cannot lie to him

Breaking me down to the bone
I'm losing control
I just wanna find the truth

When everything feel like a storm
You just see the rain
When light still be shining through

I don't know where I can go
When everyone know
And can't even hide the proof

Don't matter if we getting close
'Cause everyone show
That they can still lie to you

Really don't know where to go from here
What do I do when it don't appear
What do I say when I look at myself
And I know him but don't wanna show 'em here

That feeling it keep getting closer and I want some closure
But I know it's over here
I know when I get to my lowest I see I'm a poser
Act like I don't notice here

Cuz I know I'm not what they wanted
If they need something done then you know I'm on it
But this feeling I got been here for the longest
I can say that I'm strong but I'm not the strongest

It keep telling me who I am don't belong and
It keep saying I know I'm not being honest
I keep praying the voices would all be gone and
Everyone of my choices didn't feel so wrong and

Everything that I doing didn't make 'em leave me
I be saying it's true but they can't believe me
I been left here to choose who would really need me
I don got so confused that I think I'm dreaming

I let myself get clueless and now I'm bleeding
There can't be no excuse about how I'm treated
Man the man in the mirror 'gon have a meaning
Gotta look a lil clearer to find the reason
Gotta look a lil

Breaking me down to the bone
I'm losing control
I just wanna find the truth

When everything feel like a storm
You just see the rain
When light still be shining through

I don't know where I can go
When everyone know
And can't even hide the proof

Don't matter if we getting close
'Cause everyone show
That they can still lie to you

I been a little behind
But Give me some time
And Imma be right again

I had to sit on the side
And look in my mind
And realize that I pretend

Everything happened in line
And Imma be fine
But something that I forget

I can tell so many lies
But look in the mirror
No I cannot lie to him



Credits
Writer(s): Kelvis Burse
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