Therapy

I might need therapy
Started hitting some therapists
They said there's something special
Bout you on some different shit
The life you talk about
Is always sounding really lit
And every session you come in smiling
While you just bare the grit

But what's beneath the mask
Tell me what's beyond the pain
I started chuckling
And mentioned ain't we all the same
And every single one of them
Had the same response

They said this life is tailored to you
And it ain't a game

I started breaking down
Speechless I can't make a sound
I'd say I raised myself
My mother tried her best and now
Our relationship ain't up for discussion
Cause it ain't relative to how I am
There's no repercussion

So don't hit me with the basics talking trauma
They said with you we'll try a different
Angle cause we know your a performer
But we've had to check the statistics
I just said cool let me flip this and put this on your hit list

Im from the ends
Social butterfly with many friends
Most of them gone separate paths
But I could of been with them
And I'm black so you can tell me how it correlates

They said I understand you've had a lot upon your plate

I been fat
Been that nigga from the hood
Baking of on any corner street
Doing what we would

I been mad
Stepping parties with the mandem
And everyone get's trapped in
But we lived cause we weren't lacking

Yo
The streets don't love you
But regardless
I got too much love for all my bros
The streets don't love you
On my ones 24s flying solo
The streets don't love nobody
Ain't no love in the streets
When you turn cold tho

So fuck your statistic
I'm good being misfit
I don't need to fit in to your social bowl

They said let's talk about your love life
And how it's gone
I said there is no love in my life every bit has gone
The only love I got is music
She the only one
Been there from jump
Wid me till the day I'm gone

They said said your being closed off
I said nah doc I'm being open
So how come nobody stay with you
If music chose me
Then I guess that I'm chosen

They said everybody needs love
I'm a LoverBoy never being broken
This outta pocket
But I'm guessing you don't give a fuck
Thats where your wrong
I'll forever keep hoping

Times like this I'm on my own
Times like this I blow smoke
They said I think that it's time that you put it down
I just said that I know

The streets don't love you
But regardless
I got too much love for all my bros
The streets don't love you
On my ones 24s flying solo
The streets don't love nobody
Ain't no love in the streets
When you turn cold tho

So fuck your statistic
I'm good being misfit
I don't need to fit in to your social bowl